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Title: Depression Survey
Post by: Battyp on March 24, 2006, 10:06:09 pm
I'm just curious about something.  My son and I were at the bookstore tonight and he found a passage in a book on brains that if you had trauma to the right side of your brain it made you more susceptible to depression.  It specifically stated depression becomes severe and unable to shake it off vs the left side of the brain having trauma. 

So with that being said..How many of you had a right side an and suffer from depression and how many left sided?

I know to some degree we all have bouts of it and I know that some of us are having a much harder time. I'm just wondering if those of you who are really struggling were right side aners.  I took depression meds for 10 years and after having my tumor removed on my left side I'm no longer on meds.  I still have some depression but not to the degree I did before surgery. 
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Karla83401 on March 24, 2006, 10:20:44 pm
Hey Batty,

I co-owned and operated a traumic brain injury rehabilitation center for about 5 years and we saw severe depression in a of our clients. I am sure that a great deal of it was related to the enormous change in their lives since the injury, however we had several clients that had had their injuries for most of their lives and still battled depression. Personally I cannot say that I really noticed a difference in the levels of depression based on the location of the injury. We had several mental health workers tell us that most brain injuries do seem to result in at least short term depression as the brain struggles to regain balance.

Don't know if that is of any significance or not but I also felt so bad as I watched our clients struggle with depression.

Karla
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Battyp on March 24, 2006, 10:27:21 pm
Interesting...I know there should be some depression after all life as we all knew it no longer exists.  Just was wondering how accurate this book was on their info.
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: ppearl214 on March 24, 2006, 11:17:05 pm
I'm left sided AN... no sign of clinical depression... but I have been told I'm wacky! ;) :)

Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Battyp on March 24, 2006, 11:19:18 pm
You wacky?  Surely they jest!  ;D
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: ppearl214 on March 24, 2006, 11:21:09 pm
to the moon, Alice!!!!!!!! :D

Now back to your regularly scheduled survey! :)
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Gennysmom on March 25, 2006, 12:24:36 am
Batty,

I have a right side 3.1 sm AN that is currently putting pressure on my brain stem.  I have not been diagnosed with clinical depression.  I have good days and bad, but I know that I put myself under really stressful conditions and usually my bad days have to do with overdoing the stress.  I have enough friends who suffer from CD that I don't believe I have that issue.  I will check back after surgery.  I will think about this when I go in, I'm already planning on asking the Dr. about the level of retraction they will need, as I really want to keep any further injury to my brain from happening.  Interesting!
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Kathleen_Mc on March 25, 2006, 06:41:40 am
Left side, depression, significant at times and have been on and off anitdepressants since about one year post-op from the first surgery until diagnoses of regrowth...since that time continually on antidepressants.
I was told by my neurosurg. that "opening" the "brain" will cause the neurotransmittors to get unbalanced and cause mood disorders that may eventually rebalance........still waiting.
Kathleen
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: thecakes on March 25, 2006, 08:58:49 am
  I had a right side AN.  Depression since 5 years before tumor.  I never gave it a thought that maybe I don't need the pills any longer.  I'm affraid to go without them.  I had depression way before I knew it.  I thought you had to be sad and depressed to have depression.  I never was but I never would feel right, kind of always had a headace and tired.  Then one day I was at church and I did'nt feel right.  My heart started racing, it seemed like its so fast and loud and it was going to pop out !/!!!!!!!!@##$%%#@@!!!  I thought I was having a heart attack!  The EMS came {big seen in church}took me to the emergency room.  Then I found out it was a panic attaack{panic??me?} I been on meds. ever since and affraid to go without them.
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Battyp on March 25, 2006, 09:06:46 am
Cakes I've had the same thing..the panic attacks.  I remember having one after surgery over not being able to do something. But have been pretty level since then.  I probably would still be on meds but...they didn't give them to me in the hospital so I got weended off and wanted to be off of them so badly at the time that I refused to start back.  My son seems to think I should go back on them due to getting frustrated with not being able to do things I used to but I don' think that's a good enough reason and I dont' feel like i used to with that black cloud in my head feeling.
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Gennysmom on March 25, 2006, 09:55:00 am
I've had some panic attacks too, but it's because I've been under so much stress I'm not dealing well.  Take the stress away, and they go away.  Batty, if you're just frustrated, that's probably OK, but if you start to withdraw, and have sleep issues, we'll have to have a talk with you. 
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Battyp on March 25, 2006, 10:42:56 am
Heck I withdrew a long time ago. All my gf's are with significant others and I dont' feel attractive engouh to go on dates. I enjoy being home bymyself for the most part.  Heck if some of you lived closer then we'd be talking major trouble!   I've had sleep issuses since I was a kid...love those afternoon naps! 
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Captain Deb on March 25, 2006, 04:20:16 pm
Whenver I feel depressed I just put my mink yachting outfit on, drape a few diamonds on myself, call the crew and have them ready the 90-foot yacht and off I go--depression gone!

Ha-ha right!

My AN was left-sided and I don't get depressed if I stay on the happy pills!  Been off and on (more on) since 4 months after my surgery, mainly winter months.
Captain Deb
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Battyp on March 25, 2006, 11:23:38 pm
After today's outburst maybe I should rethink the happy pills  lol
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Boppie on March 25, 2006, 11:57:21 pm
I don't want to diminish the facts about depression before, during and after AN for some people, but I noticed a decease in depression in my life after menopause.  I don't think depression was there with my AN.  For me, issues seemed to smooth out after the hormones settled down.  I've never taken antidepression meds.  I think my generation invented valium.  My AN just sneaked up on me without any symptoms I can point to except slow hearing loss.  Since surgery I have dealt with some recovery issues, but not depression. 
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: nannettesea on March 26, 2006, 02:03:09 pm
Batty,
I've been treated (not so successfully) for depression for the last ten years.  About two years ago I noticed heightened depression and anxiety--the anxiety is new for me.  My AN was right side.  Tumor probably started about 3-4 years ago. About a year ago, a few months before diagnosis, started having BAD anxiety problems and emotional problems.  I now think it was the AN.  But who knows, also had some situations that were extreme.  And, a few months before diagnosis, lost my appetite.  Before when depressed, would eat and so was overweight.  I've lost about 60-70 pounds throughout this ordeal.  Needed to, but what a way to lose it.
Nan
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Gennysmom on March 26, 2006, 05:50:03 pm
Deb...your mention of winter reminded me...Last fall I got one of those personal lights for S.A.D.   I've noticed, in the last 6-7 years that I'm really wanting to follow the daylight....when it's winter and there's not so many hours, all I want to do is sleep.  Not depressed, just want to sleep when it gets dark.  For a while I was tanning, then I stopped when I had a precancerous mole, and the tanning really helped with the SAD symptoms...so I tried the light.  Works pretty well. 
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Captain Deb on March 26, 2006, 06:07:58 pm
I usually buy myself a one-way ticket to Florida in shortly after Christmas. When he can't stand being alone anymore,  Dr. Love drives down and drags me kicking and screaming into the car, ties me up and drives me back up to the frozen north.  He's really nice to me for a week before he unties me so I stick around.
Capt Deb
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Larry on March 26, 2006, 06:21:33 pm
You pirates are really massochists (can't spell). toys, tie ups, shake rattle and rollins, "crickey mate" go tackle a croc for some pleasure. You have to wear a safari top and shorts though - it's standard gear!
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Battyp on March 26, 2006, 06:25:05 pm
Lar the croc might bite my tata's off and I'm kinda partial to em  ;)
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: millert on March 26, 2006, 10:19:03 pm
Right side AN. Removed in Dec. 1998. Minor depression post-op. Major depression ongoing since early 2004. Left side hearing loss with hyperacusis were diagnosed. Never had a headache until after surgery. Steadily increased with severity and frequency. What a life style change!! 
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Battyp on March 26, 2006, 11:33:32 pm
Def a life style change and I for one am still trying to figure out how to handle it all!
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: ppearl214 on March 27, 2006, 06:07:14 am
curious if the depression is prevelent in radio-surgery patients? Noticing the comments on micro-surgery but not much on radio-surgery....
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: LaMar on March 27, 2006, 09:23:52 am
I had a right side 3.3cm tumor and I am suffering from depression.  I was no suffering from it before the tumor was diagnosed though.  I think that it is probably just from stress.  My depression did increase after the tumor was removed.  I was give meds but have not taken them...I am still waiting on the psych consult.  Go figure...the army is great!
Title: Re: Depression Survey
Post by: Captain Deb on March 27, 2006, 11:19:21 am
Hey LaMar and welcome!
If you go to "profile" and then"Modify Profile" and then Forum Profile Info--under "signature" you can enter info about your treatment, etc.  It will give us a frame of reference on you.
You are in a great place where a lot of us have been through what you are going through and come out the other side.
Capt Deb