Sorry didnt mean to upset you..They tell me that my meds are not going to be covered what are you to do..I have heart pills neurontin, high blood pressure , lipitor, metformin,tomoxifen, prilosec.I get really confused,, To day I had a very hard day.. Much debate about nothing..it's just hard to get threw the days sometime..14 pills a day .which ones should i dorp first doc.. I have a 250 spenddown so cant go to dr.. Meds are being a spend down 250.00 I just give up.. I try to rember and it just seems like you cant think...The Surgeon wont take the stupied thing out,High risk he says..I say Jerk...You dont have one do you...WE all do..Go to the AN site and read the letters from the AN people, He thinks were all insaine..I wont go no more..No i am not thinking of sueaside..I love god and live to much..But you know it gets really hard..Thanks for the ear....