Thank you both for your encouraging words! As for fun, I'm going to las Vegas for a week on Sunday, I don't think it gets much more fun than that!
Scott, u do have a lot if faith in my doctors, as they are amazing, and have great bedside manners! Also, Through this forum u was able to meet a girl around my age that had had her AN removal (3 surgeries) from the same team if doctors! We have been keeping in close contact via Internet and phone and plan to meet the week before my surgery.
I have a wonderful support group, my mom plans to stay with me for about a week after surgery, my brother has offer to stay on other days and I have aunts who have volunteered to come from out of state to stay, the whole way from alabama!!!!
If course I dont want to leave all my chores for family to do, so I've already found myself making a list of things that need done before I go for surgery.
The anticipation is killing me though, I have good days and then u start to think and I get sad, it's like an emotional roller coaster! I think the scariest thing for me is the changes that I'm going to be living with, and it's weird to know that I'm going in go major surgery and I practically feel fine! That's kind of an eery feeling, that I'm sure some if you understand.
My boyfriend has been great though, he himself has been through some major emergency surgeries in his stomach. So he has been really supportive and has given me so much reassurance that he's here for me no matter what the outcome is, meaning he's not going to leave if things get tough and there is that possible bad outcome. This helps me to know that no matter what he will still be there and love me, I couldnt ask for a better person in my life.
Correction, my ENT is dr hirsch from upmc, spelling error before.
Thanks again for all the support, you all have been so helpful and I
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Me!!!!!