Hi Mindy .....
Many of us can attest to the feelings of anxiety pre-op. You would be rather abnormal if you were looking forward to the whole process. That being said ..... try to focus on doing things around home that will make things a bit easier afterwards. If you have time, try to finish up loose ends of projects and/or prepare some quick meals for the freezer and/or find comedies on TV or Netflix to watch. Then, get a good book to read on the flight to LA and during the pre-op testing.
You know you are in good hands (literally) with Drs. Friedman and Schwartz so you can relax about that part. Many, many prayers are being said on your behalf so let those surround you as you go through the next couple of weeks. Truthfully, two weeks from now you will wonder why you were so stressed.
Best thoughts and many prayers.
Clarice