Hello,
I first introduced myself to this board last Feb. when I was diagnosed with an AN. Things moved rather quickly and I was in a state of sort of numbed panic. I would like to thank all of you who calmly listended, gave advice and alleviated fears. If it weren't for this board, I would have rushed into surgery believing it was my only option. Now that some time has passed, I would like to re-introduce myself in a more rational manner.
I first went to get my hearing checked due to ever so slight hearing loss--no other symptoms. I was referred to an ENT due to the loss being in only one ear. I went into the ENT one morning before work, thinking it would take 1/2 hour and I'd be on my way. He thought I should get an MRI to rule anything out so was sent across the hospital yet that morning, annoyed that I was delayed in getting to work. Then I just remember the words brain tumor, surgery, cutting a hole in my skull, moving the brain aside....and I didn't really hear the rest. It was suggested I come back later in the day with my husband, which I did. I was told surgery was my only real option (there were others I was told but I would not be interested), and on that same day, scheduled surgery for 2 weeks. I never did get to work! I was told recovery would be 2-3 weeks--plan on 4 but might be possible to go back to work after 2.
I found this board in the wee hours of that night and fired off my questions. I had not entertained other options until the wonderful people here encouraged me to slow down and take my time. I met with a radiologist, and after an agonizing week, cancelled my surgery to take more time to decide. Fast forward through the next couple of months of research, second opinions, more research, I finally decided on radiation. I feel good about my decision, but after the treatment, I needed some time to just not think about ANs. I had a great summer with no symptoms--reconnected with my kids, hubby, and life in general.
Symptoms started to creep up at about the 3 month mark--wonkiness that comes and goes, running into my husband when we take nightime walks, whoosing noises, and now tinnitus. So, I just wanted to say hello again as I will be back here.