Hi Scribbler,
Welcome to the post toastie club, I am also a UPMC alumni. I was in wait mode for about a month before I asked myself (waiting for what?) for the tumor to grow bigger and narrow my choices on treatment? I had GK surgery in August and am going end of the month (feb 2014) for 6 month MRI. Hoping to see positive results.
I had hearing issues for approximately 3 years before discovery of the tumor. I had a respiratory issue last year lasting about 2 months and during that time the ENT found the tumor through CT scan and MRI while preparing for sinus surgery. Prior to surgery I only had hearing and tinnitus issues, hearing at 80%. Post GK symptoms appeared slowly and randomly around month 3. I would get dizzy, had trouble walking a strait line down a windowless hallway, tinnitus became troublesome. I began to lose voice recognition and started noticing I was reading lips to understand conversation even with a hearing aid. I heard random phantom voices in the middle of the night or when very quiet, kind of unnerving to here a conversation with no one there. Not that I understood the sound it just sounded as though a group of people were carrying on a conversation around a corner somewhere, only lasted for a while it is gone now.
By month 4 I had lost all but 20% of my hearing in the AN ear. I am getting used to it and not so bothersome as it was. I have been in Vestibular rehab for 6 weeks and that has helped to manage the balance dizzy issues. By 4 months I started having fatigue issues as well. I notice stress brings on fatigue but sleeplessness as well. Not sure how that all works but the more fatigued I am the harder it is to fall asleep.
I am currently at 6 months I am becoming accustom to my tinnitus managing my imbalance and dizziness. I am getting better at predicting the weather now, I get a headache just before the weather changes. I am currently off work due to Bronchitis, which is where I started my AN journey a year ago January. Plan to go back to work on Tuesday. I am quick to make a Dr appt. now, not going to relive the last respiratory saga.
I am confident the issues will subside or I will become adjusted to them. I already am less surprised when they come. Fatigue is the hardest for me to deal with, I am used to being pretty active and just can't go like I did just a year ago. But what I see in these pages is a general return to normal in a majority of posts. That gives me hope and makes me just keep moving.
I hope I haven't caused you dismay, you should take a look at the sections about hearing loss, balance etc. I began to discover an explanation for my symptoms as I read others descriptions. I was less overwhelmed as I could explain my issues. I am keeping a diary of the days I experience issues so I can look back and follow my progress and learn the patterns, maybe I can discover triggers etc over time.
I guess what has helped me most is a self realization that things are different now and I am going to have to find ways to work around it and incorporate it into my daily routine. I don't notice the issues as much now although they are still there. I think they are subsiding but that might just be me getting used to them. The only thing I did change was putting my ski's away for the winter. I think I should get better at balance issues before heading down the slopes again.
I am embracing my new normal and testing my new limits, some I except, some I will fight and some I will replace with new stuff. It's not the end of the world it is just one of those transitions in life we all will face as we grow older anyway. This one just happened really fast.
Good luck, keep the faith, know you aren't alone on this journey, it isn't the end of the world just different than it was.
Ed