After months and months of researching,being on the W&W list without knowing it, and consulting with radio surgeons and neurosurgeons alike I've finally made the choice to go with Middle Fossa surgery to remove my AN in hopes of preserving my hearing which is still quite good. I realize there are no guarantees but I feel it is worth it. If my AN had not been giving me such annoying symptoms that keep me from living my life the way I would like, I would probably wait longer and risk losing my hearing. Working a full day brings on the smacky head and the facial symptoms that don't hurt but annoy me to no end such as the sense that my check is defrosting from a cold winter day, tip of my nose is numb, sometimes the tip of my tonque and my right eye goes from over dry to tearing on it's own. My blood pressure has sky rocketed cuz I can't stop thinking out this little bugger in my head. It's time for "Schwammy" to come out.
I realize that recovery is going to be hard but I want to do it while I have excellent insurance that allows me to have my surgery done at Keck/USC with Dr Friedman and Dr. Giannotta. I hope in a year I will be able to forget this time in my life every happened rather than wondering if it's growing...etc. etc. as my daughter will be getting married and my son graduation HS and heading off to college.
I thank all the wonderful people on this forum who have been so helpful and open in answering all my questions and sharing with me their personal insight and experiences. It's hard to talk about this AN with non AN-folk as they usually don't get it. I wish all of you the best of luck on your own personal journey.
Bonnie
