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I'm glad that I'm researching now. What I'm learning confirms my decision to watch and wait. As far as the journal articles by Lunsford go, there was a reference to the fact that the closer the tumor is to the cochlea the less chance of hearing preservation. (I think that's what I'm reading) "At diagnosis, a longer distance from the lateral tumor to the end of the internal auditory canal correlated with better hearing." Lunsford
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/22937859I don't think that radiosurgery is a good option for anyone for hearing preservation. I'll agree with Dr. Friedman on that one - "radiation degrades hearing faster than if you did nothing." Nobody can tell me that introducing radiation to that region will help preserve hearing. Lunsford's case was that there was evidence that early radiosurgery in comparison to late radiosurgery showed more promise for hearing preservation rates. That, however was a study with 88 patients. He was comparing early vs. late intervention of radiosurgery and not necessarily the normal progression of the tumor in watch and wait. (if I read it correctly)
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/26975929I think radiosurgery is a good option for patients, just not a good hearing preservation strategy.
On another note, I have subscribed to DeepDyve. I would say that although it is not a great research tool compared to PubMed or University access, it has provided me access to some scholarly articles that I have found on PubMed. So I'm using PubMed to find the papers, but I check DeepDyve for the access. Sometimes on PubMed they will tell you if you can find it on DeepDyve. They also email you selections, which can be informative. It's $40 per month.
I know you should not be your own doctor and try to do it yourself, but I do like the fact that I can read the papers. I don't really want to talk to any doctors right now. I'm so tired of that process, as nice as everyone has been. I mean that sincerely, everyone has been nice.
I would rather wait it out and study.
The bottom line is that having a tumor so close to the cochlea is trickier for the surgeon and the radiosurgeon in regards to hearing preservation. So, no matter what I do, I run the risk of hearing loss in the future. (we all do) I would just rather stay out of the surgical theatres for now.
I am enjoying my summer with plenty of trips to many beaches and a nice upcoming trip to CA. (Not LA)