Thanks, Nancy. I think actually if this is true, if the thing is going to have limited growth and stop, resulting in one sided deafness, I am probably not in such bad shape.
But I can also tell you that carrying around a head with a dying ear in it is not pleasant. I have vertigo, nausea, dizzyness, tiredness, hearing distortion, pain, pressure, incredible tinnitus, and tons of other stuff going on. Of course it isn't lethal, but it's enough to interfere with life, work, relationships; everything.
There is exactly one otoneurologist in my HMO and I already saw him. He's the one who told me to go home and go deaf.
I saw also an otoneurologist in Ann Arbor for a brief second opinion; my pcp had to fight for a month to get me in there. He looked at my MRI and thought it could be inflammation in my cochlea, and not an AN. He thought my symptoms can all be attributed to migraine, and I should go home and get treated for migraine by a neurologist who specializes in treating migraine.
There are no such neurologists in my town, much less in my HMO. ÂÂ
I came home and am being treated for migraine by my PCP, bless his heart, and the migraine is improving while the right ear is getting worse by the week. So now I want a third opinion, and I want to see someone who actually specializes in AN. ÂÂ
Nobody thinks it is a cholesteatoma. You can usually see those by looking in someone's ear, because they grow through the eardrum. This shows up on an MRI with contrast, inside the cochlea. I have seen seven specialists in six years. I feel like I am on a medical merrygoround.