well, it has been 7 months. soooo frustrating!
i haven't said much on the board but i'm reading and keeping up with all the stories. you all give me courage! thanks so much for slways being there even if you didn't you were!
i'm still walking with a cane. still going to physical and occupational therapy. i can see such an improvement in my walking, my balance, my writing. i evwn went to king of prussia, the largest mall in the country, this weekend! i did lots of walking, which included lots of rests and a great nights sleep afterwards because i was so tired, but i felt like i accomplished sooooo much!!
i'm stilll not back to work yet -- and the switch to long term from short term disability is a royal pain in the butt. luckily i have a nice dad who is saving me financially while i recover!
my face is still paralyzed which is really hard for me. one is allowed to discriminate in theatre -- my love and i hope my job some day. my facial plastic surgeon is going to do a little out-patient face lift for me and says he'll wait 1 to 1 1/2 years before doing any splicing of the nerve or anything. i wish he'd just do it! i can see an improvement with my walking, writing, etc. but not my face. it's really discouraging!
anyone have any opinions on electric stimulation? some of my therapists/docs are for it, some against it. i read that it could behelpful, harmful, it has no official studies and literature on it, etc. it is up to me to decide. grrrr - i just know it can hurt if i have the power jacked up too high. back to square 1 for that decision. i do have a bio-feedback machine that is showing a minute amount of movement in my facial muscles!! i just got that unit from my facial physical therapist, and i'm not quite sure how it's able to isolate the muscles we want it to...so, i'm just using it for facial exercises.
my neurosurgeon said i can start driving!!! short distances at first and building it up. my little sister is home this week for spring break, so she will be my driving buddy!
more later!
xox