Hi Tracy,
I will be happy to have my wife take a pic or two so I can post them. There's another project for this weekend.
As far as being nervous, I can only speak about my own personal experience. I was a little nervous too but I figured it could be as bad as the AN surgery or as bad as an oral surgery that I had done last July. And the other postings seemed so confirm that as long as you kept it iced up with frozen peas or something else soft and flexible, and had some tylenol handy and could be a few days off work to rest, it was ok. So, I did it.
The procedure itself was absolutely painless and very stress free. In fact, I was very relaxed. That may be because my doc had an anethesiologist there who ran an IV and probably put it some relaxant with the other meds. I don't know. They also played calming music and talked to me before and after very nicely.
The pain was probably no worse than having a black eye. It felt sore and swollen. It didn't really hurt as I expected it to. And in a few days I was still a little swollen but had no pain. in a week or so, I felt pretty normal considering what condition my condition is in.
Since then my eye closes at night with no problem. It is very dark under my eyelids. My eyes close easily together and that is a relief. Once my eyelid swelling and tenderness went away I could touch it almost as normal. I still won't rub it like I do the other one when it is irritated, but that is probably just as well. I still use ointment but only morning and evening. My eye still tears now and then but that isn't because of the weight. The eyelid doesn't really look bigger than the other one and one wouldn't suspect a thing unless they knew what to look for and really looked at it.
So, all things considered, it is a pretty good thing.
Michael