Jayson (and Nikki, and all),
Job changes happen to lots of people, even without an AN to speed the process along. It is often the case that as you get older, you find that you have become knowledgeable and experienced and wise, but have lost a little of that youthful edge. Shifting into positions of managing, planning, training, coordinating, and advising is a natural progression in many careers. Switching to a "desk job" can feel like a let down, but it is a fact that when you were "front line," you relied on someone else at a desk to manage a lot of things for you behind the scenes. Now it is your turn.
At one point in an earlier life I took classes to be certified as a high school teacher. One of our professors reminded us of the old saying "those who cannot do, teach," and added that "those who cannot teach, teach teachers." Moving on from player to coach can be a rewarding experience, and is a vital part of what makes our whole system work. You should be proud of your experience and accomplishments, and now seek out ways to share that with the newbies and bring them along too. Okay, class dismissed.
Steve