yes Dale, it does help. What you wrote confirms what I've discovered so far. Indiana is not a good state for public health care. I've been cautioned not to try to go without insurance for a while in order to qualify for state aid, because quality of care is poor and I would need to travel to Indianapolis for care.
However, I did talk to a financial services rep at the local hospital who told me if I have a large deductible and low income, they will definitely work with me so that I can continue to get my MRIs in a timely fashion. Again, all available HIPAA plans here (and they are PPOs, not HMOs like I have now) will cost about $12,000 per year.
The federal laws that would help me do not go into effect until 2014. At that point, I'll be able to find much less expensive insurance, with a cap on out of the pocket expenses. So I plan to struggle and probably lean on family for the next 3 and a half years, unless I can find work...which will be complicated, because I'm going to be in school full time in spring in order to retrain to do something....ahhhhhh! Bad timing for everything!
Still, I'll keep my head up - there's no point to think negatively.
thanks to all for ideas...
Nancy