Thank you everyone for your kind thoughts and well wishes. My GK results make me realize there is a light at the end of the long dark tunnel! I am still pondering the issue of possible ear surgery and I'm waiting to hear from some contacts about that. (Isn't that a pun?)
Yeah, I probably should not have been surprised about the shingles fiasco. Turned up as a road rash looking bunch of angry welts that quickly turned to scabs, both on my side and on the side of my face. As long as I didn't touch/scratch it, it cleared within 10 days, leaving in its wake some unbearable nerve pain that wouldn't cease. Following 2 weeks of that, I awoke one day to having extreme tingling and pain in both hands and feet. That worried me more than anything and it kept up for about about 2 solid months. In the meantime, I was doing all kinds of research and trying to clean up my act: gave up artificial sweeteners, deodorant containing aluminum products, checked my cookware, you name it. My husband thought I was truly crazy, but that kind of pain makes you willing to try the easy things first. My pharmacist suggested it was diabetic nerve pain. I did finally go to the PCP and he ran bloodwork which revealed NOTHING. I was kind of leaning toward the diabetic nerve pain theory, but the blood sugar levels were pretty normal. My chiropractor prescribed an assortment of B vitamins. I was also having nightmares from which I'd waken with hands and feet clenching in painful spasms.
The neurologist attributed all of it to stress. I did have kind of an awful summer - my elderly Mom fell and broke her hip and we were told she might not make it thru the surgery - they ended up doing a total hip replacement on her. She is in the end stages of Parkinson's disease, which is heartbreaking enough. I work at a place that does not allow flexibility and I was being reprimanded by an unforgiving boss for getting calls from my siblings about Mom's progress during her surgery and being transferred to various care facilities during this difficult time. The biggest surprise: she's back at home with caregivers, and has recovered fairly well, given the circumstances.
I know I should have gone in and gotten something for the shingles; perhaps the rest of the trouble could have been avoided. Part of me thinks this could be a symptom of panic attacks. I was kind of a mess, but doing better now.
Thanking God and everybody here who truly get it...... Joey