Hi Kara-
Welcome to the forum. I am a newbie, diagnosed February with a second MRI showing a growth spurt so I decided to take action. After research, I have decided to have surgery. The last six months, my hearing has totally eroded in my left ear and I get a full-headed feeling I did not have months before. I think that is the growth spurt but I am not a doctor...!
At any rate, try to remain calm-I know, easy for me to say- and I almost went bonkers myself. Maybe I have! However, I called some folks on the willing to talk list and the first thing I learned was "there is life after acoustic neuroma." The next thing I learned was I needed to educate myself about acoustic neuroma. I found great comfort in this forum, whose website I learned about after I asked one ENT about support groups. I did the watch and wait and had a second MRI in July.
I went to several doctors and listened to opinions from January through July-and made a decision.
I feel better now and am waiting until October 17th after which I hope to restart my life.
Actually, I considered Johns Hopkins myself and have all the forms in fromt of me still; it is very highly regarded. I too sent my MRI's to HOUSE and got a call back within a week. You can do the same just to get another opinion. I decided on NYC as it is closer to me and I think has excellent doctors, too.
Meanwhile life as we know it keeps happening-marriages(my son gets married Friday) divorces illnesses underemployment but WE CAN DO THIS! We have a lot to be grateful for, and life is still good. This is doable-it is an adjustment, but it is doable.
Prayers and positive thoughts.
Millie