Actually, I live in the south/west area of Atlantic county, about 5 miles from Cape May County, almost 30 miles north of Cape May. I can't imagine the ride from Cape May or the Villas. I will be checking in more frequently now, just to get info and see what is going on with people. Knowing there are others undergoing the same treatment and surviving well is helpful in dealing with this. I am trying to keep a bright outlook, but somedays, (like today when I needed a 2 hour nap after we got home from Philly, and I am NOT a napper) it is harder.
I have great techs working with me for radiation threatments, they make sure I like the music and have hit it on the head every day so far...and a social worker at work has taught me guided imagery. As soon as the mask is on and they leave the room, I transport myself to my favoriate palce on earth...57th Street beach in Ocean City (NJ), communing with my best friend (who passed away 5 years ago from cancer), watching her grandson surf, feeling the sand, the heat of the sun.......My treatments are short (2 or 3 minutes for the scan and 5 minutes for the acutal treatment) and this has kept the anxiety away.
I do have one question for all of you. I know this may sound a bit strange, but I have found over the past month or so that when bad weather is coming in, any kind of low pressure system, the tinnitis in my left ear (my deaf one) ratchets up to what I call "screaming", and I will have a bit of it in my right ear (the AN ear). It was really bad when Sandy came to visit
probably as the eye of the storm went right overhead and Sandy had record-level low pressure at that point. And it happened the next week when the Nor'Easter hit, again with very low pressure. Am I reading something into this or is it something anyone else has experienced?
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, and am hoping for great news soon from you, Bill.
Joy