Good afternoon everyone,
My AN story so far: after years of intermittent dizziness (and a few doctor's visits for my symptoms over the years) and a few months of headaches, I have a massive migraine that ends up with me going to the ER after a half marathon last March. A CT scan is done, results normal. I follow up with a neurologist outpatient for my headaches. After a few visits and a normal eye exam, she orders an MRI. We are both expecting it to be normal; of course it isn't. I am diagnosed with a 3.5 cm right sided acoustic neuroma in June 2013, have consults at Duke, UNC Chapel Hill, and Emory (I live in Wilmington NC, originally from Atlanta), speak with a physician from House, and make the decision to have retrosigmoid approach surgery at UNC. My hearing was perfect and although the chance was small I chose retrosigmoid approach for the possibility of hearing preservation.
My surgery was on August 21, 2013. I feel completely confident in my choice of surgeons (neurosurgeon and otolaryngologist) and was extremely impressed with the care I received at UNC. Unfortunately, I had cerebral edema after ~ 8-9 hours of surgery so the surgeons stopped surgery knowing that a fair amount of tumor was left. I lost hearing in my affected ear. I have no facial nerve involvement besides slight lack of tears in my right eye. I spent 2 days in the ICU, 2 days on the floor, and was discharged home. My biggest post-op problem was balance issues which improved remarkably quickly with vestibular PT. I went back to work 8 weeks after surgery. I am adjusting to SSD and otherwise feeling great--back to exercising, running, riding my horse, all of my normal activities. I feel incredibly blessed.
I had my first follow up MRI since right after the surgery last week. MRI shows almost 2 cm of AN remains. My neurosurgeon says I am a candidate for watch and wait, GK, or surgery--would do translab approach to avoid manipulation of the brain and to see other views. I am 31 years old, so likely w&w will not last forever and GK does not have the longterm data I would like to see knowing that I have a potential 60 years of life left. Plus, I do not want to be in the situation of having regrowth after GK and needing surgery then. I am leaning toward surgery. Although I definitely do not want to go through surgery again, I feel as though I recovered well from the first one.
I am writing to see if anyone might offer some advice. Part of me wants to wait and have another MRI in 6 months to determine if it is growing. Part of me wants to have surgery this spring so that I can move on with my life. I feel as though my life has been "on hold" waiting for the MRI that I just had and I certainly do not like that feeling. I do not have a significant other or children to think about at this point it my life, and I would like that in the future. My family (parents, sisters, extended family) and friends are extremely supportive of me doing whatever I think is in my best interest. I know this is a decision I have to make for myself, but has anyone had similar experiences?
Thanks for taking the time to read this, I certainly appreciate any input that anyone might have.
Cathy