Hello everyone.. I'm new on here.. I'm soooooo grateful I found this site...im trying to get hope through your testimonies right now.. In June I had radiation for my tumor. I've high dose...ladt month I went on a road trip for months after my radiation.. I live in California, and travelled in our travel trailer.. From California to Arizona, to New Mexico, then lastly Colorado.. We ended up getting altitude sickness.. Nausea, very dizzy, and weird feelings in my head. Didn't get treated for it cause my husband got it too. So we drank lots of water.. Not even a week after getting back home I had facial paralysis.. Devastating.. My eye collapsed, face sucked in like someone punched me and left there fist print on my face, and crooked mouth... Thank GOD it only lasted a few minutes.. Then went back to normal.. After going to ER twice, talking to my radiologist,, I'm on steroids trying to reduce swelling... It's been a month since the face paralysis and has happened 7 times... I feel weird in my head with slit of pressure, my facial nerves moving like it can happen again.. Been isolated in my house cause I'm afraid, I don't feel good, and balance has been horrible... I can deal with my balance, and hearing.. But face, and funky feelings.. I'm losing hope, and control... I try not to cry, because it has an impact on how I feel.. But I was wanna cry so hard from the soul... I'm only a month in this right now, and can't imagine how in gonna pull through. Feel like I'm dying inside.. If anyone has any glimmer of HOPE to share with me.. Please do so...i also have cancer Leukemia to be exact,, and I have horrible panic... So I have alot going on... My panic is adding on to this horribleness... I'm sorry u all are going through this... I try to remember that GOD IS GREAT and he will see me through.. I know he will.. But I just feel hopeless right now... GOD BLESS u all..and hope u all come out of this fine.. Does anyone have an idea how long these symptoms stay.. Seems like since we're in the less than 1percent..nobody will know.. But I hope.. It ends quickly... Is it because the tumor is swelled.. My tumor is swelled right now based on the new MRI image... Thank u all.. So much for whatever comments I get back.. Thk u