Hi Ronnye well Id like to think that Im an old hand at this and should be by now as many spooky surgeries as I have had and I suppose it depends on the hospital the part that scares me most is just being put to sleep? The last surgery I had they allowed my friend to be bedside as I went under and we said a prayer together so it was nice and not as spooky as being alone. Just try to think of other things its a necessary evil and we all should try no matter what the only reason I still allow em to fool with me is that I hope that they all learn something from it so some young kid does not have to go through the hell I have been through the past 8 years, keep going back till they get it right and thats why these groups are great you dont get the generic sugar coated version here, real facts for real people warts and all just like life, I have already been warned about language and race issues? But in my 21 years of Naval Service traveling as far as Africa I have had no issues and refuse to gloss over the facts as I know them if it offends skip my post but if you want the truth check it out, at one time I had over 150 people of both sexes and all races working for me and was ranked the #1 CPO in my command cause the folks new I was not trying to put anyone down but just stating the facts when your faced with decisions facts aid in the process smoke and mirrors does nothing.