I went in the hospital with a small stroke ,that is how i found the AN . they sent me to the neuro DR. and a ENT so I suposedly could make a decission.well they set up surgery in feb o5, the nero didnt show and all the ent dr did was close the hole in my ear drum. so I went and had radiation cause I couldnt get the nuero to operate. that was 2 days after the surgery for the closier..my tumor then was 5mm it has grown to 9mm last febuary. I have had 9 mini strokes. they come on when I dont want them too. The tumor is now 1.5 cm so it is growing. But they say it is still small we can do it only if They have too.I had a hole in my heart which they closed in st louis,mo..Barnes jewish..so i am better now..but, I would just like to get the thing out of there..by the way ,I was to have another Mri tomorrow follow up and he canceled...so here I am again.Did not resecudel.then I get depressed and go to bed for days..I guess I do let things bother me...sorry for the alarm..