Tracy, A belated welcome to the Forum! (But sorry you had to join this club.)
Please - take a DEEP BREATH, as cherrypiper suggests, and then research, research, research!
When you get tired of it all, just take a break, walk away, do something relaxing, fun and different.
My sister and i are both here, diagnosed 6 months apart. (We are each on our own journey, and no 2 are alike, even for sisters!) I am not done researching and have been to several major medical centers. In fact, last Friday i was asked by a resident why i went to another facility...well, because it is my life, my brain, and i want more than 1 opinion! Some are fortunate to find a truly caring, gifted doctor and facility quickly and easily. [Me, i can't even buy a tv or set of dishes without looking at all the options!]
You will find your way as you go along - just keep posting when you have questions - this place is the best EVER, and the people are indescribably FANTASTIC.
Thoughts and prayers to you.
Sincerely,
Sue
PS - My husband was out of town when i read the MRI report - i didn't want to freak him out, so i called my sister.
We are here for you. If you want to talk on the phone, there is a whole list of people willing to do that! Also, you can send a PM anytime. Take care.