Simon,
What happens to your face 3 months after the Botox wears off? Is there any regression in the appropriate facial movements?
I know that I can now pucker my lips without the eye winking now- even after the Botox wears off.
The thing is with the Botox is -some days I feel like the patients in the film
Awakenings (starring Robert DeNiro and Robin Williams)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AwakeningsI have this window of
normalcy - then the drug wears off and my face becomes painfully hypertonic again.
I do the stretching and exercises in hopes that things will not get so tight in between injections. There are obviously some things that are staying re-wired
- like puckering my lips and the eye is no longer weirdly involved ... but every time the Botox wears off and the synkenisis and hypertonic muscle return- truthfully it makes me frustrated and almost want to cry
. (Unfortunately I come from a British stiff-upper-lip childhood upbringing
so truthfully I hardly ever cry and if I do only one eye tears –now.) If I am diligent with the stretches we have noted I need less Botox but if life gets busy (as for ANY parent) and I cannot fit the stretches in- more Botox is needed to relax the hypertonic muscles.
It is not just for cosmetic reasons I accept the Botox as my face actually hurts and the lip gets so tight that I often bite it- and then it bleeds and gets infected with a sore.
• Will I spend the rest of my life having Botox injections?
• How much
Clostridium botulinum (Botox bacteria) will my body tolerate - over time?
• The insurance bills are showing $1000 per injection visit (per every 3 months!) ...
• What happens if I am one of the people who for some unpredictable reason insurance won't cover me …down the road?
Over the weekend at my support group meeting- we had another person, a middle aged educated professional, loose their job- alongside with their medical insurance.
All this happening pre retirement!
... This person feels it was from not performing well due to the hearing loss from the acoustic neuroma …and being discriminated against because of their disability. (Answering phone calls and hearing clients correctly was an issue. Some clients were VERY rude and insensitive about the hearing disability) Pretty tough to be in mid-life trying to make career changes and find another employer with a good benefit package in these tough times. (Especially with Oregon State having the highest homeless rate and increasing unemployment. Even Starbucks is cutting back-
Mike I hope you are reading this…) One person suggested the baha conductive hearing implant- and that person retorted how would they pay for it with no insurance- NOW. Too often the “haves†and the “have-nots†become apparent, even with in our own ANA support group … This is SOOH wrong!!!!! Where is the justice here? … I am asking so many questions about our society and healthcare?
I gave birth to child #1 in a regional hospital in Canada. I was placed in a room with 3 others … who were teenage pregnancy students from the school I actually taught at… as there was overcrowding in the hospital. (SO much for privacy!) The care was not great – and perhaps I asked for discharge WAY before I should have (and later had post-natal issues such as mastitis ...but a nurse did come later to my home.) . I gave birth to #2 in the USA, a wonderful birthing room in a Portland OR hospital, and had a great experience.
• In Canada I never saw the bill.
• In the USA my insurance paid the bill. However I did see “the billâ€. $27 for the 2 Tylenol pills
I asked for … hmmm? ($3 for 200 at Walgreens??)
Pros and Cons to both systems (You should have seen my Stanford bill for the AN surgery and being hospitalized for 2 weeks!!!!!) What the heck do people do -without health insurance in this country??? I guess they are stuck with the local doctor who I refused in my research (that is if they actually have Medicaid) … Something is totally “a miss†here…
Hey what if this happens to my family and a couple of middle-aged educated professionals are looking for employment. Do I move back to Canada (where I am a citizen and a county foreign to my children who were raised here in the USA?) ... and what if the Canadian PCP (GP) decides the Botox is "cosmetic" (unlike my PCP here)? Gee it would not be covered then?… HMMM and good luck changing your PCP (GP) in Canada (from my past experience anyway) … Gee going through a “
make a good first impression†job interview with a synkenisis face. It has not happened to me- but it could!
(David I am sending you a big empathetic HUG!!!!)
There is a bigger picture here…
Know that my insurance covers the Botox (after our deductable - of course) but only 75% of the facial physical therapy (which is actually way cheaper than the drug therapy) …
Gee – did my surgeon realize when the facial nerve was damaged in surgery that I would become a lifetime user of Botox? (Of course not he was hoping that “in 6 Months the face will come back- be patient!†… He did not count on the “synkenisisâ€.) Basically I now have a drug dependency – in a way- don’t I? Gee perhaps when the Botox stock dropped with the scare of pediatric use deaths- I should have invested (
sorry
sarcasm slipped out there as I vent a little
)… I am questioning this whole
pharmaceutically driven economy and medical insurance business…
There is a much bigger picture here. Are medical insurance companies offering “vocational†rehabilitation? I know there is workers compensation for people injured on the job, which us AN patients were not, but what about programs for people who have to make mid-life career changes… often due to a new disability- be it hearing impairment, facial paralysis, physical balance? … What can be done to help them?
I know that there are societies that help people with this in Canada. Here is an example
http://vracanada.com/alberta.phphttp://vracanada.com/This is where people go for funding
http://142.236.54.112/eng/sc/cpp/disability/vocational_rehabilitation.shtmlIs there such a thing available here in the USA- specifically for David in LA?
This is all I could find
California
http://www.rehab.cahwnet.gov/Oregon
http://www.oregon.gov/DHS/vr/No- this picture is much
much bigger.
Personally David I would like to see you on the silver screen bringing awareness to this “bigger picture†problem. If not on the screen then writing a screen play for others who can.
Personally I would like to go for coffee with David, the members from my Oregon support group who have lost there jobs and insurance (one had to sell their house to pay the medical bills and move in with an aging parent) and Mike (my latte buddy who gives great HUGS) … We would have much to discuss. Mike I know would bring some light-heartiness to the serious discussion. A discussion that needs to happen and not be brushed under the rug...
David- I have been thinking about you a lot – since you posted.
HUGS
DHM