Crazycat- you had a monster of a tumor. Like you said, you are doing extremely well, with your complications you had.
And
DOC- don't give up! You are still pretty fresh post op. It takes MONTHS.......I know there are downer days, I myself just gotta stay focused on tasks and such.....
Just take it one day at a time, it WILL come back. Think HAPPY thoughts!!!
I WILL smile again, I WILL smile again. It
will happen.
(I know, I'm a Polly Anna)
Just keep trying to make the best of every day. I should be the one talking! Sometimes I just get fed up with the looks I get, the sympathetic nods.......
My smile was ME. I had a huge one with dimples to boot. It's what kept me going. I would smile on bad days, just to help me get through the day.
Ah well, I haven't given up and won't give up. I bet you'll beat me to the smile stage, and I'll say "Good for you." and think "Jeez, I'm jealous!"
My right sided smile,
Maureen
YOu can see pic of me at this site, if you want- I don't post a lot of photos.......
http://anausa.org/forum/index.php?topic=9252.msg103667#msg103667