Crazycat- you had a monster of a tumor. Like you said, you are doing extremely well, with your complications you had.
And
DOC- don't give up! You are still pretty fresh post op. It takes MONTHS.......I know there are downer days, I myself just gotta stay focused on tasks and such.....
Just take it one day at a time, it WILL come back. Think HAPPY thoughts!!!
I WILL smile again, I WILL smile again. It
will happen.
![Roll Eyes ::)](https://www.anausa.org/smf/Smileys/classic/rolleyes.gif)
(I know, I'm a Polly Anna)
Just keep trying to make the best of every day. I should be the one talking! Sometimes I just get fed up with the looks I get, the sympathetic nods.......
My smile was ME. I had a huge one with dimples to boot. It's what kept me going. I would smile on bad days, just to help me get through the day.
Ah well, I haven't given up and won't give up. I bet you'll beat me to the smile stage, and I'll say "Good for you." and think "Jeez, I'm jealous!"
![Undecided :-\](https://www.anausa.org/smf/Smileys/classic/undecided.gif)
My right sided smile,
Maureen
YOu can see pic of me at this site, if you want- I don't post a lot of photos.......
http://anausa.org/forum/index.php?topic=9252.msg103667#msg103667