they didn't bother me when I first noticed ...started bugging me when others noticed ... I guess because I wanted them to be my little secret ...
Tip ...when kids are out of school for weather , call off doctor viisit or chase them out of room ...
they tattle on me ... and sat there and came up with little oddities that I knew I was doing but didn't think of as OCD behavior ... evidently I sweep counter clock around the island from the end toward dining room to the end facing sink then come back to dining room end and sweep clockwise to the sink end ...don't know when I first started this but it has been awhile and I don't just randomingly sweep whole kitchen and dining room according to kids ...
and I always go up and down same side of porch ... seems like I should go up rmy giht side and down my right going down which is the opposite side of stairs ...but I go up right and down left or in otherwords I always use the same side ...and this bothers them becasue normal people go up and down the right side all the time same as traffic on road ...and what if I started driving on the same side all the time ... going to town would be easy but coming home I would wreck us ... they told him this ... we were all laughing at their logic... I don't think I am going to start driving on my right hand side of road all the time ...what's bad is I hadn't noticed I had started doing this ... I kinda thought that when I met people on the stairs they were just getting in my way ...this is not the case according to my two lovelies
... they had other little things such as putting shampoo on sower shelf in order shortest to tallest bottle ...
makes me wonder what else I am missing ... and trying not to think about that
anyway ... he talked to several doctors and they agree that prozac or zoloft may help and so I came home with a bottle of prozac and take it for 2 weeks ....report any changes and again check in in a month from now ... all think lyrica probably brought on exagerated variations of things I was already doing...not sure about that and would make me nuts trying to think of just how I swept my floor 6 months ago ...
he read me part of an artical a doctor sent him ...it had classifications of OCD patients ....Hoarders , checkers , Washers , doubters/sinners and and counters /arrangers ...I got him to make me a copy ...evidently I am a counter arranger as is Lyn (not saying you have OCD) ...difference being that my oddities are intruding on my life ...
he couldn't really figure out my desk thing but those he spoke to think it is kinda my brain trying to treat OCD on it's own unconciously
... kinda a bit of denial of a problem or trying to fix me by going the opposite way of the OCD things ... when asked if desk had always been this way I had to say no ...always a little untidy but since OCD symptoms started to be obvious desk has gotten worse ...this just inforces what I have learned since loss of funtion since surgery ... brains are amazing things ...they do so much that you take for granted with you not having to think twoce about it ... some little bit was evidently trying to save me from myself ...
here is a little bit of the page he gave me
Washers are afraid of contamination. They usually have cleaning or hand-washing compulsions.
Checkers repeatedly check things (oven turned off, door locked, etc.) that they associate with harm or danger.
Doubters and sinners are afraid that if everything isn’t perfect or done just right something terrible will happen or they will be punished.
Counters and arrangers are obsessed with order and symmetry. They may have superstitions about certain numbers, colors, or arrangements.
Hoarders fear that something bad will happen if they throw anything away. They compulsively hoard things that they don’t need or use.
Just because you have obsessive thoughts or perform compulsive behaviors does NOT mean that you have obsessive-compulsive disorder. Many people have mild obsessions or compulsions that are strange or irrational, but they’re still able to lead their lives without much disruption. But with obsessive-compulsive disorder, these thoughts and behaviors cause tremendous distress, take up a lot of time, and interfere with your daily routine, job, or relationships.
onward and upward ...I will let you all know if this resolves with treatment plan... the doctors think that it will and I will be able to continue with lyrica for headaches