Okay, so many of you know that I've had facial 'weakness' since my surgery.. It has ranged from complete immobility of my face on the AN side right after surgery and has SLOWLY gotten better over time. I had resigned myself to the fact that it wouldn't get any better and I was ok with that.
Today marks 20 months since surgery, so it was fitting that I had a minor victory this morning. My facial weakness was such that MOST people wouldn't be able to tell (pretty close symetry, etc..) but one thing that *I* noticed that nobody else would was that when I brushed my teeth and washed out my mouth with water my face wasn't strong enough to keep from spitting a little water out as I 'swooshed' water around in my mouth. Again, nobody would really know that but me. And, it was a constant reminder of the AN, surgery, etc..
Well, this morning as I brushed my teeth and 'swooshed' water in my mouth I DIDN'T SPIT WATER ALL OVER THE PLACE! *FINALLY* after 20 months (exactly) since surgery my face was strong enough to keep in all of the water while I 'swooshed'.
Morale of the story? Never, *never* give up hope when you're dealing with facial weakness. It just takes that long (and often times longer) for things to 'strengthen' up..
So, join me in celebration on my mini-victory some 20 months to the day after surgery..
Yea me! (a la London Tipton for those 'Suite Life' fans out there)
Regards,
Brian