I am convinced Watch and Wait is stressful
Hi Rivergirl...
The aspect of mental stress with relevance to being in the 'watch & wait' mode is merely a state of mind that you can alleviate if you pause and fully assess the available treatment options which are 1) excision 2) stereotactic radiosurgery or 3) conservative management (watch & wait) should your neuro consultant agree with this latter course of action.
What you must fully appreciate is that whatever course of treatment you ultimately decide upon, you will have to continue having annual MRI scans for the rest of your life in order that you can be certain that there is no regrowth of the tumour occurring therefore in effect, whatever treatment choice you make you will always be in 'watch & wait'.
It therefore follows that in embarking upon the 'watch & wait' treament mode you are in fact under no additional stress and viewed logically, you could say that you are under less stress because you have not subjected yourself to either of the other available treatment options which of course do also carry an element of risk.
My personal advice based upon 8 years+ in 'watch & wait' is to carry on in that mode for as long as it is possible for you to do so notwithstanding that the size of your AN is suitable for conservative management and your neuro consultant is in full agreement wth that intended course of action.
Regards
Derek