I can't believe it's been two weeks down already! I'm just glad it's over and done with. I know I have a lot of time to heal and get back to what ever my "new normal" will be, which I look forward too.
The doctor's say they left 5% of the tumor in there as to not damage my facial nerve, they cut off the blood supply to it in hopes of no new growth.
My right eye seems to be shutting just fine, I can't squeeze it all the way shut, but if can at least shut. I have to use fake tears during the day and ointment in it at night.
I have very little if any paralyse to my face. The right side of my smile it a little droopy but doctors are hoping it will come back with time. My tongue is still a little numb and I still have problems when eating. I just hope all that will get better, there's only so much jello and fruit I can eat!
I'm pretty sure the surgery took most if not all my hearing. That has been the hardest adjustment so far. If I lay on my left side, I don't hear much of anything around the house. If there's too much noise around me, I start to go in a panic mode and need to get away. They say I will get used to it, but right now, it's really tough. I'm hoping they will do another hearing test at my first check up to see what I actually lost. Say to think I lost, but I'm just glad I'm doing well.
I haven't really looked at incision at all and I can't stand touching it. When I shampoo my hair, I feel like a could puke. It just grosses me out. They shaved a little more than I thought, I might need to get a new haircut to straighten it out. Still so strange that I have no stitches or staples, just glue. I do a one stitch in my back from the lumbar drain. Even that grosses me out when I accidently touch it. I'm such a wuss.
Well, I better get ready for bed, Ali has her last dance competition in the morning. Wish I could go but I know I just don't have the energy to make it. Maybe after a few laps around the block and I can start to get my strength back.
Thanks again to everyone for all the thoughts and prayers. All the support and help from you all has been awesome.
Susan