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nannettesea

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one in a million
« on: May 07, 2006, 09:50:31 pm »
Hello, all-
Nan here.  I'm in shock.  I just got the reports from my brilliant doc in Chicago and his first theory is that my dizziness was actually caused, not by the AN, but by a rare condition called Mal de Debarquement.  It's motion sickness that occurs when you get off a cruise ship (most often) or plane and the body keeps thinking it's still on the boat.  I had just finished my honeymoon cruise and a horrendous rocky-boat dive.  It's basically sea legs, but lasts months to years.

He has never had anyone with both conditions and says I am one/million.  The surgery could actually have made me worse, because I now have one less side to compensate.  But then one could ask, would I ever have improved with the presence of the tumor, was the tumor the reason I got the syndrome in the first place, etc. etc.

But MdD (abbreviated) is really frightening.  There is no cure, and the average recovery time is 3.5 YEARS.  Also hits women in their 40s.

We're working on two other theories, also, but this one feels the most likely.  Goes to show when docs see an AN, that's all they see.....

Sigh.  I'm rather numb.  Kind of relieved, but overwhelmed, wondering where I go from here....

Thanks for listening.
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Re: one in a million
« Reply #1 on: May 08, 2006, 01:06:54 am »
I had that for a couple of weeks after a 3 day cruise.  It lastsed maybe 3 weeks at the most. It wasn't real bad for me, but it felt like I was still on the ship!  This was in 1996, so I had my AN then, but didn't know it.  Hope yours goes away quicker than what you are saying. Don't know if it would have anything to do with how long your stay on the ship. Mine was just a short trip...don't know if that makes any difference or not.

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« Reply #2 on: May 08, 2006, 06:39:33 am »
Nan,
Sorry to hear it might take awhile to get through the MdD, but you are tough and can handle it.  You will prevail and get through it, I a sure about that!!!

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« Reply #3 on: May 08, 2006, 08:41:19 am »
Oh Boy Nan!  Sounds like a long time to heal but I've been told it can take up to 3 years to heal completely from this an.  You need to get a copy of his report and send it to you caseworker for ssd! 

hang in there!!!

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« Reply #4 on: May 08, 2006, 08:47:41 am »
Nan...yes you are one in a million....in many ways, and some of them are good!  ;)

Looking forward to seeing you this weekend!! 
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nannettesea

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« Reply #5 on: May 08, 2006, 10:41:04 am »
Thanks, everybody.  Don't know what I'd do without you.  I'm really depressed today.  My doc just said in his experience with people with MDD and VN (vestibular neuritis) recovery usually takes years....

Kathleen...SOOOO happy to be seeing you.  Hubby may be around--darn!  Thought it'd be just us girls, but maybe we'll do a picnic in the park by the water.

Batty, you're right, just got my appeal stuff from disability, but they'll probably want something more definitive from him which he will probably help with.

Denise, don't know if I'm all that tough, but what choice do we have, eh?  How did your appt go?

Sue, you're lucky it lasted only 3 weeks.  Your tumor was probably a lot smaller 10 years ago, probably an advantage.  How are you doing?



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« Reply #6 on: May 08, 2006, 11:20:10 am »
I'll bring my "No boys allowed" sign.  Getting out, if you're up for it, will probably be good for you anyway!!!! 

Found an interesting website  www.vestibular.org .  It's an organization based in Portland and it had more info on MdD than I've seen.
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« Reply #7 on: May 08, 2006, 11:25:47 am »
Nan,

I am sorry you are having a tough time.  I hope your dr can help you feel better and sort through all of this.  I wonder if he could help you find others(which I understand are rare) with the same condition? Perhaps they could share, compare, and offer advice?  Is there much research available online?

Please keep us updated, and if there is anything I can do for you - please ask!
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« Reply #8 on: May 08, 2006, 12:57:27 pm »
Nan,

I really am rooting for you!!  My appt. went well, really helped my attitude.  I am still pissed off, but hopefully directing it in the right direction and not at my family.

I have my one year MRI tomorrow, kind of anxious, but doing okay.

Denise

P.S.  I still think your tough!

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« Reply #9 on: May 08, 2006, 03:20:58 pm »
Good luck with your MRI Denise.........Mine is coming up Thursday.

 Paul
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« Reply #10 on: May 08, 2006, 04:10:58 pm »
I was going to respond to the other posts to wish you both well with your upcoming MRIs - but I'll do it here since you both posted back to back.

Good Luck to both of you!!!  Hope your scans go well and you have excellent results!   :)  I'll be watching to read your results - and I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.

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« Reply #11 on: May 08, 2006, 07:00:37 pm »
Sue, you're lucky it lasted only 3 weeks.  Your tumor was probably a lot smaller 10 years ago, probably an advantage.  How are you doing?


I'm doing okay, thank you for asking!  Every day is different!  Some days I have more energy than others, but I'm taking it easy and it will all be better soon. I know I'm one of the lucky ones because I don't have the severe balance issues that a lot of you have. At least, so far. I am hoping I dodged the bullet on that one.

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Re: one in a million
« Reply #12 on: May 09, 2006, 08:36:44 am »
Hi, I went on vacation last year to Lake George.  We rented a boat all week and every day I was on it with my girls.  By the end of the week, I could not shake the feeling of sea legs and very dizzy.  I ended up going to my AN specialist in New York and told him that these symptoms are not going away and he mentioned to me your diagnosis and that it could possibly linger for years.  I have a very small AN (8mm) not treated as of yet and he said that it could be a possibility because of my AN,  I am at greater risk of developing this constant motion problem and to try to avoid boats or cruises that could aggravate it.  Thankfully mine lasted about two months longer and went away completely.  It was mild compared to what you are experiencing.  I hope it goes away like mine did.  Try to stay positive and keep busy. I found the more I focused on the problem, the worst it appeared.  I hope this helps.

nannettesea

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Re: one in a million
« Reply #13 on: May 09, 2006, 06:06:11 pm »
Thanks, lthompson.  I just wish I had ridden it out--ha ha-- a little longer before jumping into surgery.  But the doctors didn't tell me they thought it was MdD....

Nan
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« Reply #14 on: May 10, 2006, 12:55:46 am »
  I am at greater risk of developing this constant motion problem and to try to avoid boats or cruises that could aggravate it. 

Well, shoot, there goes that trip on the QEII!! :(
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Diagnosed 3/13/06 GK 4-18-06
Gamma Knife Center of Oregon
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