Hi there
Not sure what words I can put on a page to attempt to reassure you, for me beating the invader in my head is as much about getting my mental state right as it is about the actual treatment. Depending on where you are with your diagnosis I would suggest gathering as much info as you can about treatment options etc. and then take some time out and attempt to completely avoid thinking about it /researching for a few days to give your mind time to assimilate the info.
I had debulking surgery in Feb that removed 3/4 of an approx 4cm booger and have been advised I need GK later in the year to kill the remainder.
The thought of the treatment potentially causing cancer later down the road is something I haven't even entertained to be honest and I have done lots of research into it recently
I'm back to work and living my life exactly how I lived it before I was presented with this challenge. I firmly believe my recovery is as much down to the way I mentally dealt with everything as it is to my surgeons brilliance.
Have a cry, freak out, panic, think the worst and then pull your head together and start telling the gremlin in your head that his time is coming and your gonna kick his a*s, gather what support you need from family and friends and the great guys in here, make a point of regularly doing things that you enjoy (going to movies etc etc) to take your mind off things. When you have low days repeat the process, I convinced myself that this is just a temporary inconvenience and something to tell the grandkids
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There are some terrific roles models on this site with inspiring stories, whenever you need a determination top up just log on and read a few posts and you'll be ready to take on the world.