fully off neurontin and doing better ... no word from Pfizer yet but I am going to find some way not to come off Lyrica as long as it is working for me ... honestly thinking of naming calves Pfizer , Lyr and Ica when we sell over next few loads ... it works when we name one Hamburger or Sirloin ...magically when we have a steer with names like that big quantities of meat appear
... maybe it would work for pills too ...
calves at this time of year need to be sold to pay off co-op bill for fuel and fertiliser used in hay production and any supplement feed we need for any replacement heifers we down at the barn ... with those things on the rise price wise , even though calf prices have remained steady , we barely cover costs ... but at same time I think Co-op can wait on part of their money so I can pay for some lyica...... sadly I see that unless one of the girls (or both ) can run the farm themselves or one of them marries someone that has farming in his blood , Bo will be the last one to farm this place full time ... the girls are the fourth generation on the place and it saddens ...
had first massage session yesterday with mixed results ... kinda irritating when she started but then felt better ... some places she went over on side of neck and head made it feel like someone was touching my face ...I have noticed this before ... I have a spot I can scratch and feel it on my cheek bone ... nerves are screwy I think ... felt good when she finished and went through the stretches I have been doing since shortly after surgery to keep neck from being so stiff ...
neck is still stiff and I don't have full range of motion when I turn head to put chin to left shoulder as the AN side tightens and can't get chin to touch shoulder without cheating by shrugging shoulder and lifting it to chin ...and the stretch leaning head back I can't do standing ... can do it if I first take a step forward with one foot ...if feet are together I wobble back and fear falling ...
this morning the whole side of AN side of neck and head are sore ... not what I would call a headache but just achy ... I know that sounds like a contradiction but it isn't really ...I guess better way to put it is that the inside of my head isn't hurting , the outside is ... took a hot shower and did stretches in the shower ... also let massage setting do it's thing ... I love my shower head
... that has helped ... go back Tuesday ...