I had my 6 month MRI and all looked good. It's amazing how a good report from the neurosurgeon can make all the paranoia subside. All the symptoms that I thought could be related to another CSF leak don't seem so bothersome anymore. My biggest problem was the wonky head, but I went to the Tinitus Clinic at OHSU and they wanted me to try DiazaPam ( a form of valium). Reluctant at first, I finally filled the prescription, and within a few hours I noticed my wonky head was much better. That was like having a new lease on life. Being careful with the whole addiction thing, I found that the tinnitus and hyper acousis was getting better also. What this has done for me is put me back on the track of feeling better all around so that I my recovery is going ahead at a faster rate. I feel stronger, more alert, and concentrating on my daily work and life rather than all the things I felt were wrong with me. So at six months, after two brain surgeries and a massive blood clot I feel almost as well as before I had surgery. So where there was despair and depression, there is now a new feeling of hope and planning for the future again. It's all in what works for the individual, but my point is, never give up hope that things will return to normal, it just takes awhile. What I thought would take six months I am now okay with realizing it could be a year to a year and a half. But it does get better. I even rode a horse again last week. That meant a lot to me. I now know that in another year I'll be that much stronger and back to normal. All of you that feel frustrated and despair, please keep the faith. You will get at least close to normal again.
Best Regards,
Tom
