Checked my bank account today and realized that the Hartford only deposited $270.00 again this month. I faxed them the paperwork before they deposited it and I even called them the next day
to make sure they got it and they said that they did and were reviewing it. the next day they deposited the meager amount. I'm out another large chunk of money for the month. on top of that I had to send Cobra over $500
just to get started with them and another payment to them for the month of September. That's over $1000 just like that. I still have to pay rent, utilities, car insurance (for a car I'm not well enough to drive yet), utilities
and whatever other monthly expenses I have. I had to stop going to therapy because insurance doesn't cover the whole session so I still have to pay out of pocket per visit.
I've never asked "why me?" when it came to the tumor (statistically it had to happen to someone and I guess that someone was me). I went into both surgeries bravely (shunt and tumor removal) and just accepted the
aftermath of that. I had no time to feel sorry for myself. I just needed to get better.
This thing with the Hartford however, is doing me in. . I can't call them until Tuesday because of the holiday and I'm stressing out. I know that I'm just a case number to them and they are only interested in the
improvement of my health so that they can stop payments all together but come on guys.
I'm not paying my medical bills at the moment but I know that I can only avoid them for so long. There goes my credit score.
Jim Scott, I think I will be giving you wife a call for some advice on the inner workings of the Hartford to see if there is any way to get that money back. Like I said before, it doesn't seem fair that they expect me
to pay back all their money within 15 days IF I get approved but I get none of the money they have kept for the last four months if I don't get approved.
Sorry about the rant but I'm am a bundle of nerves wrapped in a coat of anger topped by a glob of anxiety. I was hoping I didn't have to take my Xanax today but what else could I do?
My damaged and still healing brain is having a little trouble dealing with this. I feel like going fetal sticking my thumb in my mouth and crying in some corner of the house. I realize that will solve nothing.
One of the things I never do is splurge on myself. I thought that after everything I went through this year, I deserved to buy myself something just for me. I can't even do that now.
Please don't think that I'm some crazy lunatic, I'm just really frustrated and a little sad. The money the Hartford kept may not seem like a lot of money to some people, but when you don't have a source of income
and are pretty much unemployable at the moment, it overwhelms.
Again sorry for the long rant and I don't even know if I'm making any sense but I had to get it out. ARGH!!!!!
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