Hi Gary,
You mentioned that you did the Gamma Knife for your 1.8cm AN, and it had somehow swelled up to 2.1cm now, i heard its normal
that the tumour would "react" when you do GK or FSR on it, doctors said most tumours will behave well, however, there are cases where the tumour bleeds internally after GK or FSR and this becomes critical. I am considering the GK option initially, however, considering all the effects & possible conditions after the GK, as you said, you would want to only do it once, i guess surgery is a better option for me.. ( however, i still cannot decide yet ). Same like you, i do not want to go through such painful times again, once is the only thing you'd pray for..
Being sick is very upsetting, and pain is inevitable.
I will pray hard for you too that your tumour will shrink & behave well.
God bless you!
Shanne