I remove my BAHA when I wear a hat, work outdoors, etc, and do not put it right back on. I listen to music a lot, without the BAHA on, and do not have a very critical ear, and it really does not bother me to listen without the BAHA. But, I still enjoy the music.
This kind of goes back to one of my replies about one of "us" mourning the loss of their hearing, and it depressing them. I understand the loss of the hearing, being depressed, and being SSD, but but my approach was, if you are almost SSD, it probably won't have that much impact on you when you loose it all. If you had perfect hearing or 80% hearing and then you lost it all tomorrow, that would be a profound difference. I had 15% when I had a translab, and it just did not bother me to be SSD...darn near deaf anyway! You have 20% remaining, not much better than mine. But, you are a musician, probably have a critical ear, and your loss of 20% might bother you. I will bet the loss of the hearing will not bother you as much as the loss of stereo hearing will bother you. SSD is not that bad to me, but the loss of stereo bothers me a lot.
In any event, life goes on, you will enjoy your music, and it will continue to add value to your life. WE are survivors. There is a lot of LIFE out there just waiting for us to participate in. Don't let SSD keep you from enjoying it.
James