Thank you all. I have already started the travel preparations and organizing everything.
Maureen you are so right that I should take good care of myself. However I find it very hard to do that. I am not scared about the surgery at all, on the contrary I look forward to it. But given all the stress that I have gone through the last few months, I find it very hard to settle and I have trouble sleeping and eating. Especially after that hydrocephalus scare last week (see my other thread), which left me sleepless for two nights.
I know that I must combat this anxiety - I am seeing my GP next week and I will talk to him about it.
On the bright side, I will be going to Vancouver one week before the surgery for all the pre-op appointments, so I hope that I will be able to wind down a bit - it is a lovely city with lots to do.
Marianna