Hi everyone,
thank you for all the advice. I still feel a bit off, but went for a nice walk in the sun this morning - a bit at a time. Today half of my skull feels totally numb, but I remember reading this on the forum.
Here are some more technical details, in case anyone is interested. I asked Dr. Akagami specifically if he thought that removal was more difficult because the tumor had been radiated. He felt it was easy to peel off in some areas and sticky in others. He said that it is easy for surgeons to blame radiation when they have difficulty but he doesn't think this was the case.
Facial nerve was wrapped the wrong way (above the tumor instead of below). It was thinned and stretched, but obviously the team did a terrific job monitoring it and stimulating it.
This experience has confirmed everything that has been said on this board: Researching the treatment team is the most important part of this journey. I was given terrible stats and most of my consults were very depressing. One doc gave me 100% chance of paralysis. The rest were giving 30-50%. Plus all sorts of very scary stuff (tracheotomies, swallowing problems etc). With the help of my friends here I learned that you have to be your own advocate - this is why I am so grateful for this forum and I hope that I will be able to help as much as possible, since now I am a part of the elite group with graduates of both treatment methods -
Marianna