I have to agree with Sarah that it can become frightening to read some of these posts and post op issues before surgery.. mine is scheduled next Thurs 27th,, and it is translab unless MRI tomorrow indicates otherwise,, and I get very nervous reading some of the posts on here,, I have to take a break some times.. but on the flip side,, I know from these posts that everyone's journey is different.. just because someone goes through something does not indicate everyone will.. you just have to do your "homework" and research and try to find a Dr that you are comfortable with .. not all of us can go to House clinic or one of the other premier centers,, but there are competent Drs out there ... find some good support (family and friends, or support group) to lean on and put your trust in the Lord (or what ever your belief system is....) and realize that if it must be addressed,, and not all have to,, then you must proceed.. I had to.. I wanted to deny it for a few years and symptoms only worsened,, so now I have to move on.. I am going into it believing I will be fine,, may take awhile,, but I am moving forward,, I wish you the best, ,we all know you are going through a very difficult time,, but you will be fine,, there are very few really terrible outcomes if you really look at the posts... prayers go up for you and all of us facing this surgery in the near future!! jane