Hi, Louise ~
I'm sorry to learn of your distress following your latest MRI scan and the indication of an increase in the tumor's size. Of course radiated acoustic neuromas do swell but two years out is a rather long time to see swelling, although certainly not unheard of, I'm sure. You may or may not be aware that MRI scan results can and do vary slightly depending on the machine and the operator. This is why it's a good idea to try and have your annual MRI performed on the same scanner in the same facility, when possible. However, we have to ultimately depend on doctors for the results and when there is a change, it needs to be studied by the physician and explained to us, whether the news is good or not-so-good. In light of this reality, I would suggest seeking out another doctor with more experience treating AN radiation patients and that has an interest in your well being, although I realize this may not be entirely feasible in your country's health care system. I'll mention that if you are not aware of any new or revived AN symptoms, that would likely indicate that the tumor has not actually grown. If swelling is the culprit, steroids are usually prescribed and are generally efficacious. I do hope that you can get this stressful situation resolved because you have every right to want to 'be happy again', as we all do. Please keep us updated on your quest for peace of mind. Thank you.
Jim