Naturally, I really don't want to lose all my hearing in my AN ear. So I have been very motivated to read everything I can about "hearing preservation." Is it possible? Which treatments give the best chance of hanging on to what I have?
The evidence is far from conclusive. Clearly, as attested to on this forum, some people have kept useful hearing after surgery or after radiation or while waiting and watching. And, just as clearly, others have lost all useful hearing after following the very same paths.
But the more I read, especially the long-term stories, the more I am forced to accept this conclusion: EVENTUALLY, sooner or later, it seems almost everyone winds up with no useful hearing left in the AN ear. As one doctor put it to me, any hearing we are able to hang on to is just gravy. Another said the acoustic nerve just doesn't seem to be very robust or resilient. Once it has been disturbed by the presence of an AN it seems to just give up, quickly or slowly. Hearing preservation, even for the luckiest ones, may be a temporary thing.
If this is all true, it seems like very bad news. On the other hand, maybe it means I can stop obsessing about hearing preservation as a goal and focus on other, better reasons for choosing treatment options. Just accept hearing loss as part of the deal - probably - ultimately.
Have you come to the same conclusion? Or have you read the evidence in a different way? Are you determined to preserve whatever hearing you can, even if it may be a long shot?