Addendum to this post:
On June 11th, I went in and was pleasantly suprised by an easy process. I took the miniscule tab of Ativan and relaxed as the dose took effect! I was suprisingly happy as I went in for the practically pain free process. However, the needle did sting a little for about 2 minutes then the other 3 didn't hurt at all. I must admit, that when they led me out of the room by wheelchair for the CT scan, I was distacted by the nurse's insistance at knowing about my veins (which are difficult at my arms but easy at my hands) each nurse learns differently however and most nurses don't apologize (this one did). As I was wheeled back to the Gamma Knife Treatment area and I had my"I AM" CD ready I was amazed at how easy this process was and how much needless fear I had put into it.
To all about to undergo this same process, let go of your fear!
Be well! Trust in God! For those of you who don't, trust that you have made the right choice yourself!
Mike
P.S. I may be stuck with Dead Irv but at least he's dead.