Thank you, everyone, for your responses, encouragement, and insight! It helps to know that there are others that can relate to how I am feeling. I have had 3 consultations so far. NYU Langone with Dr. Golfinos, Sloan Kettering with Dr. Selesnick, and House Ear Clinic with Dr. Rick Friedman. I feel best with Dr. Rick Friedman. I have hearing loss on the left side so far. No facial weakness, numbness or paralysis yet. My tumor is small...about 5-7mm or so. I started to lose my hearing last summer. All 3 doctors have recommended wait and watch with a second MRI scheduled for October. It is such a bizarre place to be in...like a cloud of some sorts following me everyday. At the same time, I am oddly motivated to be positive and peaceful most of the time. Really digging down deep to celebrate my inner strength and beauty... a lesson that not everyone has to learn or accomplish. Going out to California to see Dr. Friedman at House to discuss his approach in depth in June. Really looking forward to it! Thanks, again, everyone! Will keep you posted.
Ali