lifeisgood:
Does one say congratulations on such a 10year anniversary? lol
I am nearly 23 years post op and like yourself continue to have issues of fatigue, at least it's the tumor thing I blame it on not that I'm getting old or anything! lol
Seriously it is to be understood that we would have issue's with fatigue given what we've been through, not sure of the treatment you had but if you have balance issue's your brain is constantly trying to work extra to keep that in check = more energy used , add on to this the constant effort to hear things = more energy used.....etc.
I, like yourself, still hate to see pictures of myself and/or even have my photo taken.....I forget about the facial issue's generally until I see pictures of myself. Despite all the "plastic" repairs I have done it is still noticeable (likely more to me than others) especially when I smile, unfortunately that has lead to me keeping a pretty stone face most of the time and others interput this that I am not a happy person when in fact generally I am.
In terms of how many MRI's or the frequency of them that is up to your doctor to decided, I don't think there is any hard and fast rule on this. I myself didn't have a follow up MRI after my first removal until 8 years post op, it was done for another reason and low and behold they found the tumor had regrown! I had just had my son so I then went into "watch and wait" mode until I had the regrowth removed several years later (it didn't need to be removed yet , medically speaking, but I couldn't deal with knowing it was in there and growing psychologically anymore). The idea of having follow up MRI's was never discussed with me by the DR who did the surgery nor the neurologist I saw at the time now my family doctor.
In terms of no tears, likely will continue to be an issue for life....drops drops drops!
And yes I have experienced the problem of doctors not being able to give concrete answers to all these things "we" experience, not a lot of doctors know much about AN's and the "after surgery" life and even those who work with patients like us don't have all the answers.....I have learned to sometimes stop questioning why and just carry on.
And yes you are right, if someone is to get a brain tumor AN is the one to get!
Take care, Kathleen