Michelle,
My heart and prayers go out to you. I assumed that Chelsea was home and I was thinking that all is going well. I am so sorry that you are going thru all of this. We wish Chelsea a happy birthday.
When Chris was going thru all of this during the summer, he reached one really low point. He was in Intensive Care and he just kept getting worse every day. He had infections and swallowing problems, 3 bouts of hydrocephalus, shunt removal, drain accidentally removed and finally they stuck a feeding tube down his throat and he said " Mom, I think I'm going to die". I remember what the doctor told me... he said, " it's just a bump in the road". It might not look that way but it is. She is incredibly strong (and so are you). Chelsea has had more than her share of bumps and to be sure, her road has been exceptionally bumpy. I truly believe that she is going to make this. Once you get over these hurdles, these young kids do indeed bounce back and fast. These gray clouds are going to lift. Hang in there. Thinking of you....
Rita