Just as I thought it would, my application for disability was denied yesterday. I began the application process mid June, the process has taken 5 months from initial application. I completed my own application, and did not seek an attorney's advice. I was called in for a mental evaluation test, in mid October. I am pretty convinced that process is a formality and did not enter into the decision process. Now I am trying to decide if I should keep going find an attorney and appeal. I have 60 days to decide if this is the way I choose to go. I view it as good news bad news. I am in a different place than I was in June and think I am working back to a place I can go to work. I am not there yet but I believe I will get there. Since I am not going to die in the next six months and might be able to find part time work doing something simple I am not disabled. I don't know if I have a chance to overcome that definition. What I need to do is cultivate a drug addiction because that would instantly put me on the disability list. go figure. Just the frustration talking, wondering if the effort is worth it. I am fortunate my wife is the second income in the family and I am not destitute, what if there was no other income, how does the ss admin think those people are existing during this bureaucratic crawl.
So any way it's all good. I am functioning better than I was and feel good about my progress. I am a self made man and don't like the idea of being dependent on someone else anyway.