tdlight: Digging deeper, I found my post from 2008. It didn't show up in my search results, so I looked at all my posts via my Profile. Here it is:
Each of my treatments lasted 32 minutes. I asked for and was given 1 mg of Ativan, a fast-acting anti-anxiety medication, before each treatment, to calm my nerves and keep me from fidgeting while receiving the radiation. (Although CK compensates for the patient's movements during treatment -- to keep the radiation focused on the tumor -- it is still important to stay as still as possible.) During my first treatment, I barely, if at all, felt the Ativan and was a bit anxious throughout the treatment. When I came in for the second treatment, the steroids I was given the day before (as a prophylactic treatment to preclude tumor swelling from the first treatment) were making me really hyper and therefore even more anxious. I was a bit panicky during portions of that second treatment. So for the third and final treatment, I took some valerian root extract (an herbal sedative) about one hour before treatment. I also arrived 30 minutes before treatment and asked for an increased dose of Ativan to calm my nerves, hoping it would kick in earlier and before treatment began. After determining that I would not be driving afterwards (my wife would be instead), Dr. Borcher (the meds doctor) gave me 2 mg of Ativan (a double dose). I sailed through the third treatment, calm as a cucumber. Those of you who will undergo CK in the future: don't be afraid to ask for a higher dose of medication if you are anxious. The doctor will accommodate your request; there is no need to suffer through panicky feelings while being treated. Also, although Ativan is supposed to work within minutes, I found taking it 30 minutes prior to treatment worked much better for me. Indeed, for my second treatment, for which I received the Ativan only 10 or 15 minutes prior to commencement of treatment, I didn't feel the drug's effect until after the treatment was over. I suspect my adrenaline largely countered its effect, but my point is arrive early for treatment, don't be afraid to request the dose you need, and take the meds early to give them a head start before treatment begins.
Eileen, my CK technician, gave me a few updates as to our progress during treatment, so I could anticipate how soon we would be finished. Unfortunately, during my first treatment, I had them play music so loudly that I couldn't understand anything she was saying. When she said, "We're about 1/4 of the way through, and you're doing great," all I heard was "blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah." For all I knew, she was telling me the building was burning down and we had to evacuate, or that there was a major malfunction with the CK machine and I had only five more minutes to live.
My advice: have them play music softly so you can hear what they're saying over the intercom. And choose soothing music; uptempo party music did nothing to calm my nerves!
Best wishes,
TW