Thank you PaulW,
You have certainly helped me move forward in making my decision.
At this moment, I think I'm leaning between Cyber Knife with Dr. Chang at Stanford or Gamma Knife with Dr. Lundsford in Pittsburgh.
Now I need to work on switching insurance during open enrollment from my HMO to a PPO, and get the "Tax ID" numbers of Dr. Chang and Dr. Lundsford to see if they are "in group" and that I will be covered.
I'm "too young" for radiation, and radiation is "better suited for someone 75 rather than 40."
Is that code for: "you might get cancer?" and that we don't have long-term stats outside of 10 years or so?
I've read about people on this forum who were younger than me who were successfully treated with radiation.
"The stats indicate that radiation isn't turning out to be as promising as we once thought it was going to be."
Plus, God-forbid the radiation treatment doesn't work and you will need a "second surgery" with microsurgery. I read that radiation fuses the cells and almost guarantees facial paralysis if a second surgery (aka: "salvage surgery") is needed via traditional microscopic surgery.
Even while I continue to "watch & wait" I'm told that my AN is continuing to do damage to my hearing nerve, regardless if it grows, and that I will likely be completely deaf in my AN ear within a few years considering my audiogram.
Perhaps I should take a more "proactive" approach to save my hearing while I still can?
There are so many tough decisions to think about, and no guaranteed outcome, no matter how much research one does.