10 years ago, I started my AN journey, it's been a long road of discovery, frustration, and acceptance. I've changed significantly in both personal and physical ways. Even though I never planned to retire, I recently sold the company I started 30 years ago to concentrate on my health. I've back to running every day which brings me a bit of release. I do it to run "the crazies out of my head".... Running everyday makes me feel whole again. While running, I often feel everything is normal again, my balance is great, my worries are few and far between. It's when i'm done that i'm reminded that I have little to no balance, have 90% hearing loss on my AN side and my cooldown walks imitate a drunk trying to pass a sobriety test.
2 things I know for sure, MRI machines were designed by people that specialize in torture and life is like a bank account, you make deposits when it's good and withdrawals when not so good.
I've been through dozens of MRI's, multiple radiation treatments and the untold short and long term unwanted after effects, years of steroids, rituximab infusions, surgery, headaches, loss of hearing, vertigo and balance issues and a 10 year history of limited to no answers from an array of doctors, specialists and physical therapists.
Once again, I would like to express my gratitude to everyone here for your shared experiences and your kindness! Without this resource, my journey would have certainly been much less tolerable.
Please take the time to contact me if you're newly diagnosed or facing a difficult decision or just frightened by the overwhelming decisions that need to be made, I’ve been there. Maybe something I've been through will offer you a bit of comfort.