my tears never came back. i had my translab june 1 2005. scratched up my cornea bad while still in the hospital beacause the nurses wouldnt listen that i couldnt shut my left eye. they actually kept on telling me to shut it and eventually the cornea got scratched and it had to be medicated and taped shut. even then it didnt stay shut.i was told by the eye specialist that my tears would come back in a couple of months and sent home with a truckload of lacrilube. well its been over a year and a half and i still cant cry out my left eye. sometimes it feels as if something is poking it again and again. ive been to the eye doc and she just tells me to keep putting glops and drops in but i have to do it every half hour and if i forget i suffer alot. the lacrilube is so thick it clouds my vision, the artificial tears dont work at all too thin i guess, forget the stuff with celluvisc that just makes it hurt worse. the only stuff i can use during the day if i want to see anything is the refresh liquigel. but the problem is i have to use it so often i think i should own stock in the company. im not sure what i should do at this point. keep waiting for tears to come back, see some more doctors? ive looked up eye problems online and there is no info about this particular problem but it is driving me crazy! anybody have similar experience or any advice? kerri
Hi Kerri, I wish I could help you but all I can do is support you. I was told my eye would tear again in 2 years, that was 15 years ago. That doesn't mean your eye won't tear again. For me it seemed that what they told me I couldn't do I was able to do and what they said I could do never happened. They said I couldn't close my eye or blink after surgery, I did both. They said I couldn't drink from a straw, I did, better than having everything run down my chin when drinking from the glass. Please keep in mind that I didn't have an AN, I had a Facail Nerve Tumor so my situation is a lot different. I can tell you that I fully understand the eye drop, eye ointment situation. The nurses in the hospital had no idea how to take care of me, the drops they put in my eye didn't help at all, the ointment they prescribed for me had preservatives in it which dry out the eye. A few days after I got home my husband took me to the doctor as I could no longer stand the pain. They gave me cortizone drops to alleviate the pain. I saw an eye doctor the following Monday and he gave me preservative free ointment and told me to get rid of the drops. At the time my insurance company paid for the ointment then a couple of years later they realized it was an over the counter item and stopped paying for it. I was using a tube or more a day at $8 a tube. Not long after that I came across Puralube which sold for $3.00 a tube and now costs just under $4. I spend over a $1000.00 a year on ointment, thankfully I'm not buying the other brands or it would cost me $3000. 00 a year or more, I would buy stock in the company then.. I understand the frustration of the blurred vision and find myself going without the ointment every now and then just to see what everyone else sees, then back to the ointment because as you say, if you don't use it regularly you pay later. As for online help or help from the eye doctors, I've seen 3 and I know more then they do about how to take care of my eye. The only time my eye waters is if I choke or workout hard enough to sweat, on a few occasions it has watered for no reason which gives me hope that someday it will. I have a lot more control over my facial movements then I did after the surgery so I figure that there is still a chance that one day if will water or science will find a way to fix it. The only way I know to help you is to say that I have been married for 30 years this month, held the same job for 12 years (got the job 3 years after my surgery), have 2 wonderful grown men that love & support me and a husband that takes good care of me. Take Care, Jill Marie