I'm back in my midnight migraine pattern. I took 100 mg of Imitrex so, this will be a quick note. (just after three in the morning)
Here is my idea! If you feel over-whemed and can't do one more medical thing (I hope I don't need to try this on myself again) if you have the money for, a "say"....massage, of day at the spa, go look at art, go have lunch with your favorite person then a movie or SOMETHING long and special, to detach from doctors, tests, consultations, sadness, etc. (then you might be able to handle more med-stuff)
I forgot to mention that when our power was out, I was in the entertainment room, lit a candle and fell over. I couldn't see really well and my husband had run huge cords for the generator, I stepped on those, got off balance in the dark, fell over and almost crashed my head into one of those very large hundred year old iron wood stoves. That would have killed me for sure. Those things are not forgiving. I now realize that I rely on visual in the light for much of my balance. (I think) When the power was out, I couldn't balance well. Oh, falling on an abalone shell my Molucca dog brought in the house didn't help, either. It was huge.....she found it at the beach and brought it home. My upper arm is sliced but, that isn't bad. Don't we all have our times? You people aren't in this alone! (I'm finding out, I'm not alone)
I totally understand. I'm working on all that myself. When I read about a Ct. scan for sinus.....on this list, I cringed. I'm going to be tested again for allergies and the thought of another Ct. scan put me in orbit. No, they didn't recommend that for me yet. I heard about that possibility on this forum. I hadn't heard of it before. The molds, redwood leaves blowing, I'm in the migraine pattern again. My point is, we need to make life worth living, the quality of life, or what is the point? I'm speaking for myself but, this is where I get the ideas of being able to face, MORE.
Hang in there and deal with the heart problem. Take some breaks from it to "gear up for the next bomb that might be dropped on ya." (you know what I mean) We all need a break to be strong for the next ROUND. (next surprise around the corner) I have had lots and I'm *maxed-out.* (so, I speak from experience)
Be strong..........if you can take a break, it should help.............
Palace