Hi All,
Thought that subject would get you reading!ÂÂ
I have a tumor, no doubt. It's a nerve sheath tumor; no doubt about that either. However, since this is a rare condition, my ENT was a bit baffled in his diagnosis (though he tried to play it off). I'm grateful that he ordered the tests to find and then further deliniate the tumor (though he'd been looking for salivary gland abnormalities). After doing my own research though, and being given my own MRI and CT Scan films and reports and reviewing them, I realized a couple things:
First, I realized that my doctor is far below par in the quality of care department. Every single thing he said about the tumor was pulled directly from the MRI/CT Scan reports. This is not a good sign as far as his experience. He left out a lot of detail from the reports, giving me the impression that he only skimmed them and I suspect that was only when I was sitting in the room with him (he glanced at them before beginning to speak each time). I do not appreciate that level of care. Were I in his shoes, I would have read the films and reports on my own time, and looked up the tumors that the radiologist had proposed as possible culprits. Then I would be honest with my patient that I am not really all that familiar with his/her condition, and proceed to tell them what I do know and what I've recently found. He is not going to have any part in my surgery.
Second, I discovered that although he'd initially told me I had a cranial nerve schwannoma just off of C4, the MRI said probable schwannoma in the C4-C5 region. Then, the CT Scan didn't mention a schwannoma, but a probable neurofibroma, which is also a nerve sheath tumor. It's location? In the C5-C6 region. My doctor didn't even
COMMENT on the CT results until my husband and I asked him if it had done anything to further deliniate the tumor. He said no. Did he even
read the report? I could say almost definitely not, considering the differential diagnosis and the slight difference in position that it found!
No more about him, he is irrelevant. Let's talk about the tumor. I have discovered, though I was confused as to whether I had one before, that I definitely don't have an AN. My tumor is too low and couldn't affect my hearing or facial nerve. For this, I am grateful. I've discovered through my own reserach that C4 and C5 cranial nerves control the diaphram, and that if they are compressed or destroyed,
spontaneous breathing is not possible ! The C6 cranial nerve has something to do with arm and back muscle function. Damage to that area would be awful, but I would survive! Not to worried about it anyway. If one scan said C4-C5 and the other C5-C6, I'm willing to bet the thing is pretty flush on C5, but we will see as I go for multiple consults with neurosurgeons.
Anyhow, the sucker has to come out. I can't wait. I know the surgery is delicate, but I have a feeling that a neurosurgeon will be very careful when tinkering with a nerve whose damage could affect/end my breathing! I think sometimes doctors get lazy or feel like they can't save hearing or the facial nerve so they just cut on through! I'm hoping this ups my odds of limited complications.
So guys, I don't have an AN. I am a fraud and a phony. These spinal cord nerve tumors are so rare though, and they are like cousins. I choose to stay in the group. You guys are great and helpful. Maybe my eventual surgery story will help someone with Neurofibromatosis. I hope so.
Ali